My say.
Sunday, July 20
I will post all the pics next sat. Very busy week. Baby is flying off next sat. Will be back in a month's time. I'll miss him like crazy.
Thursday, July 10
Ah hah. Hetic week for me. I'm so tired everyday. Every fucking single day. Damned it.
1) Preparations for Jayden's Birthday Function.
2) Oncology, somehow confused me.
3) Long hours of nursing studies.
4) I hate my fucktard lecturer.
Totally no time for myself & family. Woke up at 5am everyday, reached home practically 7pm EVERYDAY. Baby got BOSS duty to do, so he's not coming home. I'm gonna rot & die without my dear husband. If he's home, at least i can find something to argue with him bout'.
Today, my friends told me I'm acting like one of the patients in IMH. Well, what to do? I'm undergoing stress. U know what stress is??
I kept drawing veins on Komesh's & Ana's hand (too much nursing studies makes a nurse go kuku) & i drew shit on their books too. They kept erasing what i drew. Hah. They don't even appreciate my drawing! *Roll eyes*
Yeah la, i was too bored til' i asked ANA & AYU to teach me melayu. Aku faham melayu, but i can't speak. Dat's the problem. So from the effect on Monday, they are gonna speak malay. & i'll try & speak to them malay too. *MOFO*
I needa buy a new bikini & sundress. So i can wear it on Sat, my dear son's FIRST BIRTHDAY. Jayden walks steadily now. From kitchen to my room, then crawl to the kitchen & walk back to my room again. He can crawl damn fast ok. LIKE A LIZARD. With a blink & he's gone.
U know what, i'm so gonna move out of this hse soon. I'm okay with my mother in law. But not my SIL (I shall not name it here, incase SIL reads my blog). Anyway, nth to be suprise bout' dat particular person always view me & my husband's friendster.
I HATE YOU, sometimes u wanna make me slap ur face. BUT I'M CONTROLLING. If u were not someone of mine, i would have, & a tight one for you. I can't stand bootlicker & u're so damn jealousy. All i can say is, u can't bring me down cos i have my husband standing right behind me supporting me. My husband always remind me :"A few more months baby, we can move out. Then u'll be happy cos it's our own home." I'm waiting................................
I'll update when i'm free. & with pics of Jay's bday. I'm turning in soon. Good night!
