My say.
Sunday, March 29
This song, is from Oum Rak a thai lakorn. One of my fav. I still can't find anywhere that sells Lakorn with English subtitle. Dat's frustrating. Thai lakorn is really nice. My mum watches lakorn too. I'm gonna watch twilight now. see ya. Update nx week or so.
Saturday, March 14
I've put up dis song, cos it reminds me of my husband. He sung dis, on our wedding day for me. Although, I dun really fancy chinese songs. But as along as he sings it for me, it'll be nice. Day 1 without him. Really damn bored at home.
MC on fri, i didn't take MC for my hsuband okay! I got diarrhoea and fever. This dis morning still running to the toilet. Stupid K.F.C, after I had my chicken, I vomitted. Den in the night fever comes. Damn sickening..
So yesterday morning, I was quite lethargic. ;/ Legs wobbly. Called up, my preceptor & sister. Sister said :" Rest well today, see you on Monday." I was worried sick dat I'll get blacklisted. Cos I'm still under probation. But preceptor told me, who says those under probation can't fall sick? We all are human, so dun worry bout dat.
I just chatted with my husband, he caught a flu. Cos Germany is v cold now. Yesterday, when we were at the airport, I gonna break down. Stupid husband asked me, :" why are ur eyes watery? You gonna cry??" I just turned away, controlled my tears. I just dun know why dis time, when he's leaving me, I felt as though he'll not come home. The whole afternoon, Jayden & I sat infront of the comp, while hoping to chat with my husband, I did a video for him. Hope he'll like it.
Waiting for him to be back from buying his stuffs. My eyes are so tired. But still I'll wait for him. I miss you baby, really miss you badly. We've been together for 1028 days and counting. I love you.
Wednesday, March 11
I hope Friday won't come. I hope I can fake sick on Friday, at least..
I can spend my 1 day with you before you leave me and Jayden. You know, hw much I depend on you now. It's been yonks since you had your last BOSS duty, today you had it.
Must they put you on duty when 13 is nearing. I'm really feeling lousy, really lousy without you.
You're my smiles, u're my living punching bag to rant at when I dun feel good at work.
You drove me to work, picked me up after my late meeting.
How can I live without you. I really feel like crying. U're not there for my birthday. Tears formed, you know I won't cry with you around.
I can only weep silently. Cos I hate the feeling of you leaving me.
I know it's only a month, but it seems forever to me. I'm so scared you'll never return, you'll find a new girl aboard.
I want you by my side.
