My say.
Friday, October 31
I'm still awake, waiting for K.c to call, my husband needa collect sumthing from him. Quick, K.c i'm slpy..
Hmm, guess what? Migrain is haunting me again. Totally not in the mood for anything. When I reached home from work, drop dead. I wenta bathed & den was browsing through the pics while lying on my comfortable bed. I couldn't get a nap cos of the headaches & dizziness.
I met a cute patient, named Syahid. Can't judge a book by it's cover. He's heavily tattooed yet he knows alot bout life. he knows Origami. & i asked him to make a dino. Cos i wanna give it to Pikachu (a.k.a Lil' dino).
Thank god, Komesh was okay. *phew
What a great relieve. & i saw an accident right infront of me today. I was freaked out, loss of words. Luckily, the car was infront of us, if not we'll be the one involve in dis accident.
You won't know what's gonna happen tmr. So, treasure your love ones.
Tuesday, October 28
Komesh darling, i hope everything's gonna be alright. I pray for you & Mani. You're more than a friend to me, my dear sister. ;( I'll be there for you. *prays hard*
Monday, October 27
Today, wenta watch the movie,
Tropic Thunder. Fucking lame & gross. I love Ben Stiler. He's so funny. Aftermath, went to my mother in law's shop. Ask her to go down & smoke with us. I was fucking tired, i slpt at 5+am & woke up at 10am. Didn't realised i skipped my breakfast & lunch. After the movie, i was damn
hungry.
So sweet of my lil' dino, she posted her pics for me, therefore.. these are for you. You look damn cute in black. ;D See you soon ok? hugs & misses.
Sunday, October 26
I can't get to slp. I'm feeling down. For some reason, i feel dat im not important at all. You don't care bout' me. & u dun even fucking know i've got flu for so many days. Fucktard, all u know is soccer, soccer & soccer. What else is important in ur life?
U're making me so useless. & u left the insecurities hanging. If u dun love me, i rather leave for good. Better off living by myself feeling so lonely. I bet u dun even know dat. I'm just another forgotten bitch. i hate you.
Yesterday, we wenta night safari. There's this halloween thingy going on. I can't see a single shit without my specs. I was pointing to the animals, telling Jayden "look baby, it's a hippo." But in fact i wasn't sure if the hippo was there.
Okay, we took pics with those halloween party ppl. Dis year, not gg celebrate the halloween's girl bdae. She will not be in sg = no halloween. The whole time, i was carrying Jayden. Now my hands are aching. We didn't bring his stroller cos we know we'll rather hop on the tram den walking. So many ppl, squeezing & i'm so short. The air under those tallies are really bad!
Fucking hell. Tall ppl just dun know hw we shorties suffer. Oh yah, my lil' dino was sick. Wanna know who's my lil' dino? She's pikachu. So many names for her. Ate ice cream when she got fever. Good. I shall see hw she's gonna suffer.
Many ppl hates elephant, i dunno wat's wrong with them? I know elephant poo poo are smelly. But dun ur poo stinks too?!! Elephants are just so cute, they are so intelligent. If only i can bring one home, & have him/her all by myself. U all are gonna be dead jealous cos i can have elephant ride every single day. Whereas, u all have to go to the zoo & pay $12 for a few mins ride. Dun you ever criticise elephants infront of me.
Thursday, October 23
Yesterday, was the first time, Cupid, PL & i meet up after yonks. I really felt happy. & my PL's tummy is so sharp & big. I got a shock when she lifted up her dress. but of course, she's wearing her leggings. her tummy is x2 bigger den mine when i was preg. Not bad uh PL, we're the same size but u got a bigger baby. ;P
I'm having AV (auntie visit) right now. So i'm very grumphy. due to bad cramps & backache + dizzyness. Fuck, no wonder i was unwell ydae.
Practically, it's raining every day. So boring. Can't go out, cos jayden can't get caught in the rain. If he's at my mum's place, i can't be bothered with the rain & get my backside out of the house! He's sucha pain yet fun loving. He's aslp dat's why i got my free time to post my entry, if not he'll be making hell lots of noise & i'll shut him up with his barney dvd.
Oh yah, i think PL's tummy is too scary, jayden gave her a very weird expression & keep mumbling sumthing. I think he's saying : " mommie's friend, PL. Can u just stop showing me ur big tummy cos i'm really scared. " haha. I told him PL is a monster.
Yah, Jayden is too friendly until he poked Joachim's eye when i was eyeing on shorts which i wanted to buy. dammit. He made Joachim cry. !@#$%^& Den when he sayang Joachim, he cried again. Jayden, Joachim is scared of u now even though u're 4 months younger. Terror. ;/
Jayden is teething, so fucking grumphy, stubborn & hyperactive. he's helping me to lose weight by chasing him around the hse, like playing catching.
Her fucking big tummy.
I seperate their stroller, jayden is a terror.
Jayden sayang him, but not long after Joachim cried. =(
Shikin is doing the ah lian pose.
So funny. kaka.
Dunno why must she give dat ignorant face.
Now angry face la, wat's next?
Finally she smiled.
The other day i went town again, with Pikachu. I think those ppl from india fell in love with her kept looking at her. She's so crappy. damn crappy.
Tuesday, October 21
Everytime, when i got so fucking frustrated, i'll blog what i've gotta say. Why some ppl just like making other ppl's life miserable. Living in denial.Why can't my friend just be decent & stop lying to me. My heart sank to my feet. But what can i say? Ppl around me are just so fucked up. Cant give me a peace mind & allow me to smile just for a week. I'm tired of all these shit. If you, my friend is reading dis i hope u are not lying to me. Cos i once trusted you, & things didnt turn out the way i expected. I'm so disappointed. I dun like to see my friend upset, & i hate seeing ppl getting hurt. fuck. I dun wanna make my blog sound so emo, negative or anything. Anyway, it's been months since i last posted here. & i realised i had neglected my blog for so long.. I said i would post up pics but i din. Whenever i see my old blog, i felt so diff now. I'm no longer the nightlife girl, no longer a drinker, no longer a girl with many piercings, black nails & of course freedom. & i miss those days, when i still have my girls with me. My life with PL. I had most memories with my PL. We were really happy.. Slping tgt, bathing tgt, cooking tgt, bitching bout ppl, chilling in town, dressed up the same, kill our time by dancing in the living room, exchange our clothes when we've got nth else to wear, gt into fight tgt.. etc etc.I've lost all of our pics except for one. My PL & i didnt talk to each other for bout 2 yrs because of something. & now we're back. We're gonna have our very own PL blog. & we'll create a PL folder in friendster to upload our PL pics.I've met sumone whom i really didnt expect to be close to right now.. Wasn't close to her in sch before. Kinda weird right, but she defintely stands a place in my heart right now. Someone who i'll treasure.
