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Friday, February 27

We will find time time, bring Jayden to Palawan
Beach again.

Dining at Siam Kitchen.

I just miss yoy, Ayu. Our crazy days at sch.

After alighting the bus, Huiling, Tiffany & I saw
RAINBOW! Tiffany & Huiling, are the ones that
I can really talk to..

My silly husband drew dis.

Jayden trying to do pull up. He did it, for a min.

Looking blur. Just woke up.

He dug his nose, wan some nose shit?

Miss those times, when we played knuckle
duster. & the bruise i had.

My V'day gift. With a super big diamond ring.

Those days..

Bruise I had after blood taking.

I love Mac Donald.

At Vivo.

Basketballer.

His super stylo milo hair. Good morning.

My bed of roses.

Sunday, February 22

I've got many many pictures to load, wait til I've got time I'll load it all at a go.. I found a thai song, nice nice. But I dunno wtf is she singing. As long as it's nice, I'll listen. I've started on my vegetarian diet. I really sayang my lil' baby alot. He's catching the words I'm saying.

I wanna watch Thai drama, where can I buy it? I hate watching online, so laggy. Unlike my mum always chasing her thai drama online. I really hate dat.

I ordered my Juicy Couture watch & Lacoste sling. Will arrive next month. Damn slow la, the Taiwan spree I ordered from one of my friend. My husband kept bugging me bout his shirt & jeans I've ordered for Valentine's gift. Til now, he haven't receive it yet.

Poor Husband. I've received a bouquet of flowers with a super big ring, can be my bangle. PLUS SIZE DIAMOND RING. My silly husband. We quarrelled on V'day know. It really suck. Til a guy came knocking on my door, I was browsing thru the web, thinking wtf is my husband. So I opened the door. There.. The flowers, made me smile. I love you.

My bed of roses.

Thursday, February 19

Today, it's really an eye opener for me. I finally worked with my SC whom I really have to be his room girl in the clinic. It's my first time assisting my SC in the day operation. 2 Surgeries, one after another, hands were trembling. The nx surgery, my preceptor really want me to get involve, instead of her helping me. I'm really thankful to have her coaching me.

I always thinking, preceptors confirm damn fierce, will bully us like mad. *phew* She thought me alot. In life, walking ahead you have to look out of holes on the road, & look behind if there's anyone biting ur backside. Dun be afraid if you think you're right.

She said, I'll have good future in USC. I hope so, but still there's a long way to go. Sis Penny, likes us to upgrade, so my preceptor said " give urself 1-2 years, I'm sure you can do it."

Today, I really see dat actually in the clinic, there's so many politics. Really makes me fearful of my working enviroment. I just hope, I can focus on what I wanna do & succeed.

My bed of roses.

Tuesday, February 17

Information overload, I've got nice colleagues, very cold air conditoned workin enviroment, nice surgeons & a good sister. I dun have work on both saturday & sunday. cool right. I'm multi tasking right now. So pardon me for not typing properly. everday, my mind is kinda tired. cos need to know alo of things running a room with my specific senior consultant. kinda pressurized when senior consultant is being mentioned. my first dat working with one. v nice guy. i'm slpy. will update again

My bed of roses.

Saturday, February 14

Here are the pics for graduation.

Ayu's & my legs. Who took dis??

Oh, my dearest Deline..!

Bad Camera.

Look at my kissing partner, her lips.

Picture too small. Deborah & Sexy Jasvin.

My bestmate in attachment ok!

My bed of roses.

Friday, February 6

My Baby boy running around Jurong Point.

Finally, he's willing to sit on his carseat.

Looking so sleepy, with his Thai CNY outfit.

He in his traditional costume.

So so so bored right now, my husband's making baby Jayden to slp. I'm so happy, today's Friday. Sat, sun & monday my husband will be with me.

Monday, we are gg to NUH tgt, Jayden will be staying at home with my MIL. Might be gg swimming on Monday, having steamboat for dinner. It's been a long time since my MIL take off to accompany us.

Hehe, Dat Johnny K.C called me. As usual, he called :"Hello, can I speak to animal pls." The animal is me, Amelia (Animal). Haha. I miss all the good times. I hope Peishi won't get jealous over us again. We're really really good friends, I treasure him like my Lil' bro. *misses all the times we had during attachment. Splashing handrub & all the disturbing. Hope to see you soon, bro.

Thanks small girl for everything.

My bed of roses.

Thursday, February 5

My forehead bleed, thanks to Jayden. He threw my hp, the popping steel hit my head. I was traumatised.

I was lying on the bed with my husband, there it goes, my hp smacked my forehead.

Too fast for my husband to react. It hurts so much dat my tears rolled down. I was covering my face, it was fucking painful la. Den my husband wants to take a look at the wound, it was bleeding la. I didn't know it bled.

Now I got a plaster on my forehead, looking like nelly no. 2

*sigh* I looked so ugly right now.

My bed of roses.

I've deleted my previous post, I shouldn't sound so angry in my blog. Monday, I needa go down to NUH to sign the agreement & collection of my uniform. Haha, Im gonna start work on 16th Feb. Hopefully Kathy will take back her words, & put me in march orientation instead.

I was dead beat. Went back to sch with my big & lil' guy den drove to SGH. I really hate SGH, we took so long to get to SNB. Carrying our dear baby, walk around like gg on a tour. If only, they can put up signboards where can direct idiots like us. Finally, finally, finally! Got my practicing cert. Been waiting for this card for so long & it took me alot of effort to get dis card. I'll treasure you. I'll have to draw a pair of wings behind the money.*$70 fly away to the SNB*

It's really not easy, being a nurse. Like wat Yelin & I think, once we work, we don't even have time to think bout, the passion we used to have. Singapore is lacking of nurses, 1 nurse needa handle 12 patients. Ang moh country 1 nurse to 6 patients. Now you know why singapore nurses are all suffering from stress. Nursing is a all in one job, yet LOW PAY. If if if, only government are kind enough to increase nurse's salary, I'm sure alot of ppl wil be interested in nursing. So many nurses from India, Phillpines, if they really got the standard, I've got nth to say. But.. Sad to say, they do precharting, everything bout them is lazy. & I really hate dis kinda attitude.

Okay, when we were students, we slack, but the nurses..?! Slack too much. I Needa go to my mum's place now. Today is my dad's bdae. Happy Bdae dad, u're a year older now. I hope you dun have white hairs, & dun call me moron again. Dad, u're vulgar at times.

My bed of roses.

Tuesday, February 3

Today my son & I really rot at home. We took a long long nap. 1 plus - 4.45pm. Can you believe it? I guess we both were too tired. Jayden's favourite Nemo, is playing umteem times, everyday 3 times a day or even more. It's been 2 weeks, if i watch my HK drama, he'll say :"cartoon.." Den I have to give in to dis lil guy. Anyway, I like Finding Nemo, especially the like octopus with short tentacles, when they scare her, it'll say : " Oh, you guys make me inked." So cute!

Oh yah, I met Sister Penny, she's so nice! She said I'll join on march's orientation. Meaning?? Am I in for the job? *ponders* Sisiter Penny raised her voice with enthusiasm : " ARE YOU READY FOR THE JOB?!" With her hands raised up. Den I was wondering, am I suppose to sound like her too?? I didn't, but I said Yes with confident. & smiled. kaka. In my heart, I was laughing like hell. Cos she's just too cute, like wat Yelin said, Petite & bubbly.

She told me the job scope, department she'll put me in, I'll be joining the March orientation. Dat's why I can't stop thinking if I'm in for the job. My son is learning quite a lot of new words, very adorable. With his chub cheeks & shortfart body. Walking around like a humpty dumpty. I really feel very happy having him in my life.

Ben got some range going on, wow, took fucking long. He told me when I called, his chest is vibrating cos his cell is in his chest pocket. Haha. & he said, he'll come home cocked eye. Too much shooting, kill his eyes. Currently, waiting my big guy to be back, den have dinner together. Oh man, graduation's coming, I've yet to buy my office wear. Dis weekend.. I shall not drag anymore.

I shall go acc my dear baby, if not he'll be bored. Here I come, my love.

My bed of roses.

Sunday, February 1

I like my mom's home, the ambiance, the wind, the smell of teak wood. When I play Late Night Alumni's song, I felt so much in heaven. I haven't felt like dis for a long time. Today, I'll be seeing Sister Penny. I'm really nervous.

K.C brother called me on Sat morning, we chatted for awhile, I was quite happy talking to him.. My hp is dead, you know, I don't really contact people cos' I'm quite busy with the little one. I took lots videos of him, & I finally realized I've neglected him all along. He feels lonely.

Dis Lunar New Year is boring, nothing much the same. I miss those days when we were all young, during mid autumn, we'll hang the lanterns along the fence at grandma's place, play water bomb at her big big green garden, play with Whitely (puppy with white fluffy fur), climbing up and down granny's stairs, running from room to room, all the memories at my granny's Semi D, Queenstown.

Now Queenstown has become a ghost town. ;/ Used to be very packed, crowded & lively. Now it's so quiet, My Aunt salon was there, so me & my childhood friend Dariaus will run around, his mum & my mum will take pictures of us holding hands.

Yesterday, I just met him at my aunt's place, like, hey we're all grown up! But I was quite shy to talk, den his mummy said, Amelia is now a mommy, yet so small size. I almost fainted. Jayden is always being carried around. He's always smiling to others. In just love him so much my baby Jayden.

My bed of roses.