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My say.
Tuesday, October 21
Everytime, when i got so fucking frustrated, i'll blog what i've gotta say. Why some ppl just like making other ppl's life miserable. Living in denial.Why can't my friend just be decent & stop lying to me. My heart sank to my feet. But what can i say? Ppl around me are just so fucked up. Cant give me a peace mind & allow me to smile just for a week. I'm tired of all these shit. If you, my friend is reading dis i hope u are not lying to me. Cos i once trusted you, & things didnt turn out the way i expected. I'm so disappointed. I dun like to see my friend upset, & i hate seeing ppl getting hurt. fuck. I dun wanna make my blog sound so emo, negative or anything. Anyway, it's been months since i last posted here. & i realised i had neglected my blog for so long.. I said i would post up pics but i din. Whenever i see my old blog, i felt so diff now. I'm no longer the nightlife girl, no longer a drinker, no longer a girl with many piercings, black nails & of course freedom. & i miss those days, when i still have my girls with me. My life with PL. I had most memories with my PL. We were really happy.. Slping tgt, bathing tgt, cooking tgt, bitching bout ppl, chilling in town, dressed up the same, kill our time by dancing in the living room, exchange our clothes when we've got nth else to wear, gt into fight tgt.. etc etc.I've lost all of our pics except for one. My PL & i didnt talk to each other for bout 2 yrs because of something. & now we're back. We're gonna have our very own PL blog. & we'll create a PL folder in friendster to upload our PL pics.I've met sumone whom i really didnt expect to be close to right now.. Wasn't close to her in sch before. Kinda weird right, but she defintely stands a place in my heart right now. Someone who i'll treasure.