My say.
Friday, November 28
I didn't have a good day at work, though' Phyllis Tan talked to me in a nice manner. I'm utterly stupid, watever it is.. I'm just feeling.. d.o.w.n
K.C & I were talking cock after work, I dun even know where the fuck was my heart & soul. I wasn't fully concentrating on him. I didn't realised I slammed the dustbin lid on him, & I apologised in a bad manner. & He wants a public apology. Today, when he told me dat, I felt bad. But still, I really needa smack him with a fish.
I'm not facing the problem bravely, but running away from it. K.C called me C.o.w.a.r.d. But K.C seriously, I dun know hw.
Fucked up man, seriously. Fucked up life. Suddenly, Brackish played on my mind, again & again.. I told K.C I might be gg to IMH on Mon, with Komesh. Den he said, if I'm not meeting him to work, he won't help me with the thing.
Today's joke of the day, K.C & I wenta Cheers to buy drink. Den dis fucking cashier boy, asked me if K.C is my Bf. I really wanna throw the bottle at his damned face. I needa crucify & learn. Kittie, kittie, I feel as though I'm a paperdoll. Burning.. into ashes.