My say.
Tuesday, December 23

I know you won't be angry with us. Cos you'll be happy. On your birthday everything will reveal. After K.C's chalet, after K.C go NS I think we won't be contacting. Unless K.C wants to meet up, I will be there I think. Dat's what I've decided. But definetly I won't forget bout' us. So much of me is you. My heart just feel small and upset. I won't get my love diverted, I will cater to you, Ben. I feel frustrated, so many many many things kept inside me. Who can I cry to?
I'm waiting for this day, dis day to come. Don't you have sumthing to say to me? PL, PL.. I'm counting the days til' u're back. I miss you truck lots.. I need your shoulder to cry on. U'll have to plan for 30th, what we gonna do ok? I know you want to chill out at NYDC drink & smoke without our son around. You said, u've got lots to tell me, I hope u're fine with ur life now. If we were single, things will be different.
We still can meet up every single day, we'll bunk over at each other's place, we'll dress the same, pluck on the earphones & flapping our flops, we'll go tanning, we'll rot at ur place keep eating junk food. We'll go club tgt, PL I still remember we got into a fight cos of some guys at club. Talk bout clubbing, PL do u still remember we went Devil's bar. U brought ZR & the other butch also. Worst day of our lifes, wassup with them? Can't keep their hands to themselves. Both of the same kind.
& I will still hate baby. Ur baby (puppy) so annonying. Kept coming to my legs & licking me like nobody's business. Sorry, still I prefer big dogs. At times, baby is cute. AT TIMES ONLY. So dun bug me, dat u're baby is sooooo cute. I miss Yanti, though she went back to Indonesia already. Her cooking is good, & whenever we want to go club, she'll say nice nice nice.
There's once, we intend to cook at my place. Our cooking sucks. But mine is slightly better den yours. Ur egg like so overcooked and black. Makes me scared. ;/ My bro facial expression was so kuku when he saw the outcome of our cooking.
At Cine, while we were smoking, suddenly, loong saw dis 2 person walking towards us. I was shocked to death, it's ur daddy & mommy la. Summore u're happily smoking. Omg, den we were like:" OMG, PL PL!! Stop smoking now!!!" The worst thing is ur daddy is a Doctor, ur mommy is a nurse. kaka. Den ur daddy said :" huh, smoking.. Ur lungs are turning black. So what time are you 2 going back tonight?" PL was like chasing them away. ;/
I met you through Rachel, we intended to go club. Summore, not long after my broke up with Jansen. The first time we met, we talked as though we know each other for yonks. Den Rach was left alone with Scott. Hmm.. Den ur pingster. Wah lau dunno wat to say. I shall shut my mouth now, though I can't stand some things. Hmm.............. Now u can't read my post, but u will read it on the 28th. Call me when u're back. I wanna listen to ur voice.. Hugs PL tight and misses PL.