I lost my appetite lately. Maybe I feel kinda frustrated, AV is still not here yet. I hope it won't affect my chinese new year mood. I'm having backache and all. Today stupid lady called me to look for the bitch. Like I'm stuck to her, where ever she is, I must be around? I should have fuck her off, dat bitch is not my bestfriend or wat. I helped her out of pity, dat's it. Never have I wished for anybody like dat.

Infact, I'm starting to feel dat friends are all bout' lies. They cheat you, they backstabbed you, basically, they are trying hard to bring you down in all ways. As much as I know, or friends I have/had just made used & fucked off. Still there are some I'm stil holding on to, cos I stil treasure them. Easy as dat, if you know hw to catch my weakness, I'll forgive you ALL THE TIME. Even though I know you are lying to me.


Call me dumb or watever, I'm just like dat. Hw I wished, sometimes, I can slap myself awake. I'm really pissed off this time. If YOU BITCH, wanna make use of me again, you can try. I'll not be nice to you. Some can just openly backstabbed like nobody's business, like ppl around won't tell me who's the bad one. Sigh. Dis is so disappointing. I may have many friends, but infact in my heart, I only remember a few. The others are just aquaintance. Hi, bye, fuck off.


Ppl who dun know me, might think I'm arrogant, I'm stucked up, I'm so unapproachable cos of my looks, then you are so wrong. Okay, I admit, I choose friends, cos of some things happened be4, I choose my friends very carefully, if I think you are not the real you, I'll rather not make conversation with you. As simple as that.

Last but not least.....