My say.
Wednesday, March 11
I hope Friday won't come. I hope I can fake sick on Friday, at least..
I can spend my 1 day with you before you leave me and Jayden. You know, hw much I depend on you now. It's been yonks since you had your last BOSS duty, today you had it.
Must they put you on duty when 13 is nearing. I'm really feeling lousy, really lousy without you.
You're my smiles, u're my living punching bag to rant at when I dun feel good at work.
You drove me to work, picked me up after my late meeting.
How can I live without you. I really feel like crying. U're not there for my birthday. Tears formed, you know I won't cry with you around.
I can only weep silently. Cos I hate the feeling of you leaving me.
I know it's only a month, but it seems forever to me. I'm so scared you'll never return, you'll find a new girl aboard.
I want you by my side.
