My say.
Monday, April 27
Acting nerd here.
I didn't even know my dress is dat short.
My v v bloated tummy b4 AV, my preceptor & Tiff.
These few days, I'm running out of luck. My Phone's LCD cracked. Really heartbroken. My husband said he'll get me a new phone. But I really liked my phone. Went to SE to get it service. Quotation price $250. I rather get my phone fixed.
I'm really happy work. Had lots of fun. I'm really touched. Lena, bought a loaf of butter scrotch bread for me, developed our pictures and gave me a friendship card holder. So sweet of her. Thanks alot. Everyone of us in USC have facebook. Alamak. They can multi task, work and play Restuarant City at the same time. haha.
I'm so so so tired man. Jayden's beside me, singing Doraemon's song.
Wednesday, April 15
I would say today isn't my day. I felt so emotional over life and death. Today was CA counselling. So I got a few patients who are positive in Breast Cancer.
It's really, a heartbreaker thing to follow up cases like that. She's postive, & the main prob is, she might be pregnant. We all know that Chemotheraphy drugs are very toxic. So if she's pregnant, advisable to terminate her pregnancy. Sigh. They were planning for a child, and dis saddening reality she is gonna face. She was living in denial initially, but later part of the day, weeping away. Her husband, I can see the pain he felt for his wife.
2nd case, A 25 yr old post natal Indonesian lady, after delievered her son for 2 weeks, she realised there's a lump over at her breast. So we sent her for U/S & did core biopsy for her, she's a positive. Like what the hell is happening to us women, I felt the pain. The pain that women are gg through.
Morning was shit, so forget bout it.
After lunch, heavy clinic, first visits, so send many of them for U/S and Mammogram. First few, result : Present of Malignancy. So did Core biopsy, cried. 1, too painful. 2, fearful that it might be cancer. After a whole long day of running clinic, last patient to do Core bx, she was too frightened. She hyperventilate & had seizure for >5 secs. Her pale looking face scared me, I quickly ran to grab the nasal prongs and non debreatheable mask. Sigh. Now u know why I say its so not my day!!!!
Thursday, April 9
Dis is taken when we're on the way to Suntec, I bought Jayden a BUILD A BEAR, puppy. It's name Marley, birthday : 05th April 09'. Got birthcert for the puppy okay! We were so dumb, we bought things from the supermart, but we forgot to bring it home. There goes Jayden's Barney mug.
It's been two weeks since my husband's existance again. He's been away for long miserable 3 weeks. When Jayden & I fetch him from the airport, the moment I saw him, I felt kinda heartached. He lost weight. Everyday maggie maggie just to save $ for our renovation. Country X expenses are high. 1 Mac meal cost 20 bucks. I know he wants to save for our new home, but dat's not the way..
$$ rolling in, I can't believe it. I spent $15 for the whole week! Dats a good start for me. Meaning, I'm starting to save.
July, July, I can't wait..! Zaza a thai girl's voice so nice.
Good Friday, one of the S.C invited us, USC girls & some other ppl over his place, rooftop to BBQ. I'm still pondering if I should go have fun with my friends / acc my husband & son. It's so far, baby doesn't wanna go with me. He said he'll feel odd, all the Doctors and nurses yakking away. True, I dun wanna make him feel left out.
AH HAH!!! I saw K.C yesterday!!!! He wenta NUH, he got sore eyes, my goodness, his eyes swell like fuck. & I miss this friend so much! We only manage to catch up only 5 mins. After dat, when i went back to work, he msged me, sorry can't really spend time with you today... you take care.. send my regards to your husband. " I hope you well, K.C I miss you dis bro always.